I shouldn't be awake, but that's okay

This keyboard feels amazing underneath my fingertips and I can't help but continuosly tap them. Maybe it's too much but life is too much sometimes. So. Not a fan of this continuous feeling, but I don't know how to get rid of it either. Rambling, yes. Help it? No. Thank goodness I'm a non doing non things otherwise I might feel like a loser. Ha, it's funny 'cause it's true... Well, actually it may not be funny at all.